I didn’t think I would still be here. I couldn’t have guessed that all of my relationships would change so much. Of course, I have lost many friends, they cannot understand the darkness I experienced. For this reason, I am still not fully engaged in life. I am halfway here.
I can’t quite bear reality. I focus my gaze inward when I’m in a public place, so I won’t have to see the disapproval stamped on so many faces.